Saturday, June 27, 2015
Saturday, June 13, 2015
Friday, May 22, 2015
Saturday, March 14, 2015
'We're really clean people," Ferguson, Palestine, the German film Antares (2004)
It is still Friday the 13th, March, 2015, and I am listening to Killing Joke's Pandemonium cd. Sorting out what is primary to the brain or impulse, rather than what part of the brain 'covers' the acts the occur under its governance.
Just the other day I met someone from one of those online dating services (a free one, right? doesn't one get what one's paid for lol) I had chatted on this person for over 45 chats on the site and then texting on the phone. When I met him physically he had a nice small and it seemed gentile et innocente. Then we walked around the Embarcadero Center which is the area he lives in. I had never been in one of these new high rises. I didn't wash my hands after having gone pee-pee in their toilet. I was afraid to touch their towels lol Since he was standing there kind of monitoring my toilet experience, holding himself from the what I have never met yet.
Meanwhile, I felt subconsious, I apologized for not washing my hands, and that some people get weirded-out by it. It is how I approach my life, like art and music, I have to never be very clean. Creativity sometimes sticks to your fingers. How can you clean it off?
Now to the garage. I said, "Let's go to the beach." He was into going to the beach right away. Nice. he gave me a glass of water, and the glass had plastic around the part where someone might put their finger or hands, 'We are really clean people.' It's kind of like the woman with all the money to save her aging face who hands you a tester from a cosmetics place.
Ferguson fits into our Johnsonian/Pandemonium deleterium. Mike Brown was shot how many times??? By the police? And, he was left to lie in the middle of the streets like a dead deer. If any really real statement to the tragedy, it must be something like, and excuse my bleeding heart ( I have been accused of being that at SF State in front of all the other students there) or my own struggle for equality and justice, that being African, being black, is the most difficult life one can have in the United States. If there are more rallies against police brutality toward dark-skinned people, I will be there somehow. Or I will write about it. I think that is the most essential element in my assemblages; I am that black pretty black woman, I am also the white doll with door knob in her left eye.
I am not the Mayan hero. The Asian woman from the right corner is me. Since 1995, the painted woman or girl or grandma is black. There is only one white woman I have painted full-size, and she is dead white with blue hair. She is a goddess who protects us from our seeing and experiencing the dead. Which brings me to the German film ANTARES (2004). I have never seen people so white! There was tons of nudity in it and people who were having sex outside their relationships and the greed and anonymity of the head that is not present. Emotional intelligence sexy film, NOT. I will give them credit: no punching. but a kind of weird acceptance of a lover's being with another. Such character dies at the end of the film. The young non-German guy is let off the hook--he thinks!! The girl he has been living with tries to kill herself.
He discovers, at the end of the film that his girlfriend will be seeing a psychiatrist which makes him extremely nervous.
ANTARES is the scorpion, and in Indian Vedic Astrology there is a Cinderella-quality to its story in that there are three related women; two of them are older and one is the youngest and causes the most jealousy. The youngest in this film knows where her Auslander lover goes to have blowhorn sex with another blonde German women. She can sense he is not with her, but she chooses to take her sadness with her if she can die.
The Germans have such a shitty history in the 20th century. Showing too much domestic violence would not help the world's view of them. Imagine! Ghandi vs. Hitler. The Marxist/Hegelian contradiction! I know I was afraid in films made about the country whose genocidal tactics were so induplicitous; or were they?
There are so many countries on earth who still experience no freedom, no justice and no equality. How many 'white' countries still have no freedom, justice nor equality? Maybe that's it: The newest generation in Ireland has finally opened some doors for people all over the world to enjoy its non-violence stance. Yes, the country is still backward due to the religion, and that's an understatement.
Pink Floyd made it in here somehow: teaching and the education corporation are to blame for all the ageism, racism, any kind of prejudice, the lack of love for community. IF you are not there yet, you have made it past 2012. Now what?
Please do not live in a place that looks like no one lives there. I love Gogol. Dead Souls is my favorite Russian novel. Humor coupled with tragedy is a sincere feat in writing!! I will let the person who insulted me multiple times and had to apologize for being such an asshole be himself. My housemates now think I am doing booty calls because this guy had such a flashy, expensive, German car. I guess it's because I'm Irish. We are not respected. Some of us are genius. Some of us have made mistakes. But if anyone puts me down for being Irish or makes any cultural slur my my way, be it known that the initial jabs in the ego fight between two people who don't know each other but from some chats and texts is a funny thing when I know I was black and I still am but I am also black.
Just the other day I met someone from one of those online dating services (a free one, right? doesn't one get what one's paid for lol) I had chatted on this person for over 45 chats on the site and then texting on the phone. When I met him physically he had a nice small and it seemed gentile et innocente. Then we walked around the Embarcadero Center which is the area he lives in. I had never been in one of these new high rises. I didn't wash my hands after having gone pee-pee in their toilet. I was afraid to touch their towels lol Since he was standing there kind of monitoring my toilet experience, holding himself from the what I have never met yet.
Meanwhile, I felt subconsious, I apologized for not washing my hands, and that some people get weirded-out by it. It is how I approach my life, like art and music, I have to never be very clean. Creativity sometimes sticks to your fingers. How can you clean it off?
Now to the garage. I said, "Let's go to the beach." He was into going to the beach right away. Nice. he gave me a glass of water, and the glass had plastic around the part where someone might put their finger or hands, 'We are really clean people.' It's kind of like the woman with all the money to save her aging face who hands you a tester from a cosmetics place.
Ferguson fits into our Johnsonian/Pandemonium deleterium. Mike Brown was shot how many times??? By the police? And, he was left to lie in the middle of the streets like a dead deer. If any really real statement to the tragedy, it must be something like, and excuse my bleeding heart ( I have been accused of being that at SF State in front of all the other students there) or my own struggle for equality and justice, that being African, being black, is the most difficult life one can have in the United States. If there are more rallies against police brutality toward dark-skinned people, I will be there somehow. Or I will write about it. I think that is the most essential element in my assemblages; I am that black pretty black woman, I am also the white doll with door knob in her left eye.
I am not the Mayan hero. The Asian woman from the right corner is me. Since 1995, the painted woman or girl or grandma is black. There is only one white woman I have painted full-size, and she is dead white with blue hair. She is a goddess who protects us from our seeing and experiencing the dead. Which brings me to the German film ANTARES (2004). I have never seen people so white! There was tons of nudity in it and people who were having sex outside their relationships and the greed and anonymity of the head that is not present. Emotional intelligence sexy film, NOT. I will give them credit: no punching. but a kind of weird acceptance of a lover's being with another. Such character dies at the end of the film. The young non-German guy is let off the hook--he thinks!! The girl he has been living with tries to kill herself.
He discovers, at the end of the film that his girlfriend will be seeing a psychiatrist which makes him extremely nervous.
ANTARES is the scorpion, and in Indian Vedic Astrology there is a Cinderella-quality to its story in that there are three related women; two of them are older and one is the youngest and causes the most jealousy. The youngest in this film knows where her Auslander lover goes to have blowhorn sex with another blonde German women. She can sense he is not with her, but she chooses to take her sadness with her if she can die.
The Germans have such a shitty history in the 20th century. Showing too much domestic violence would not help the world's view of them. Imagine! Ghandi vs. Hitler. The Marxist/Hegelian contradiction! I know I was afraid in films made about the country whose genocidal tactics were so induplicitous; or were they?
There are so many countries on earth who still experience no freedom, no justice and no equality. How many 'white' countries still have no freedom, justice nor equality? Maybe that's it: The newest generation in Ireland has finally opened some doors for people all over the world to enjoy its non-violence stance. Yes, the country is still backward due to the religion, and that's an understatement.
Pink Floyd made it in here somehow: teaching and the education corporation are to blame for all the ageism, racism, any kind of prejudice, the lack of love for community. IF you are not there yet, you have made it past 2012. Now what?
Please do not live in a place that looks like no one lives there. I love Gogol. Dead Souls is my favorite Russian novel. Humor coupled with tragedy is a sincere feat in writing!! I will let the person who insulted me multiple times and had to apologize for being such an asshole be himself. My housemates now think I am doing booty calls because this guy had such a flashy, expensive, German car. I guess it's because I'm Irish. We are not respected. Some of us are genius. Some of us have made mistakes. But if anyone puts me down for being Irish or makes any cultural slur my my way, be it known that the initial jabs in the ego fight between two people who don't know each other but from some chats and texts is a funny thing when I know I was black and I still am but I am also black.
Sunday, March 08, 2015
Sleater-Kinney - A New Wave [OFFICIAL VIDEO]
I love Bob's Burgers!! And, they edit in Premiere, hahahahaha! Go Sleater-Kinney! Come spend a couple of hours playing your genius and talking about the planet!! Look me up at Planet Glee on facebook or Jennifer Glee, my mixed up shook up gurl page :)))
Friday, February 27, 2015
Thursday, February 26, 2015
Wednesday, February 18, 2015
Sunday, January 25, 2015
Wednesday, December 31, 2014
Gregory ValensLuv Promotional Reel
It's so weird that this creative person went on one of those late 1990's dating shows. I don't think it ever struck me that I should try one of those. It is predictable that the women on there would be mainstream American-looking girls. He reminds me of someone. I'm not convinced about his guitar work being worth listening to. I really like the need to get on television and talk to a possible lover?
Wednesday, December 03, 2014
Friday, November 28, 2014
Chomsky, Democracy Now, Palestine, Skating Polly)
I saw Noam Chomsky, elder that he is, on Democracy Now! And, I don't know why I have never trusted this man. I don't think I do still. He used to be revered for linguistics but now has become an authority on the Israeli-inflicted genocide of Palestines and the Palestine state. He doesn't seem to get that the answer is obvious. But he is caught between two worlds and he belongs to both of them; he is American and he is Israeli. He was indicting both countries for their policy-handshake on demolishing Palestine. It bothers me that anyone from Palestine who can speak for them, the philosophers and artists, linguists and yet not spokespeople.
Today is the day after Thanksgiving. Yes, one tries to find thanks while people are still aching over being treated like cattle, left in the street to die over a four-period. Did cars drive around the body? I was accused of being a 'bleading heart liberal' which hopefully is now and anachronism (this was in 2002, at, I hate to say, San Francisco State University, which has been a joke for a long time. Why does it seem odd to care about other people and their welfare?
I am in love with Winnie the Pooh. I watched some of the football game of the forty-niners. Barbie has no special fur. I am classless. Some football player was saying the Santa Clara audience was being 'un-classy' on national television. Guys with extensions are looking for as much attention as they can get; this football player was accusing the forty niner fans of being 'un-classy' and yet he plays American football, the most un-classy game humans can play and then, in the light of Ferguson, look for 'difference' the me and the not-me, Plato's famous argument against any kind of sharing among atoms.
Family Guy was so incredibly out-of-it tonight that I couldn't stop laughing. Lois's father confessed having to had an affair with a woman other than Lois's mom. Mr. Pewterschmidt (lol) has a voice in animation that makes me laugh whenever I hear it. I would love to do the voice of hilarious character in any language. My cockney accent is not bad; Southern accent makes me sad; Valley Girl from mom and stepdad; my Russian accent is the hilarious one.
Today is the day after Thanksgiving. Yes, one tries to find thanks while people are still aching over being treated like cattle, left in the street to die over a four-period. Did cars drive around the body? I was accused of being a 'bleading heart liberal' which hopefully is now and anachronism (this was in 2002, at, I hate to say, San Francisco State University, which has been a joke for a long time. Why does it seem odd to care about other people and their welfare?
I am in love with Winnie the Pooh. I watched some of the football game of the forty-niners. Barbie has no special fur. I am classless. Some football player was saying the Santa Clara audience was being 'un-classy' on national television. Guys with extensions are looking for as much attention as they can get; this football player was accusing the forty niner fans of being 'un-classy' and yet he plays American football, the most un-classy game humans can play and then, in the light of Ferguson, look for 'difference' the me and the not-me, Plato's famous argument against any kind of sharing among atoms.
Family Guy was so incredibly out-of-it tonight that I couldn't stop laughing. Lois's father confessed having to had an affair with a woman other than Lois's mom. Mr. Pewterschmidt (lol) has a voice in animation that makes me laugh whenever I hear it. I would love to do the voice of hilarious character in any language. My cockney accent is not bad; Southern accent makes me sad; Valley Girl from mom and stepdad; my Russian accent is the hilarious one.
Wednesday, October 22, 2014
Sacred Grounds Cafe SF Open Mic pt2 Oct 9th 2014
J'essaie a jouer le gitarre et chantait. Francesco faisait ca aussi. Je chante et comme ca at 1 hour 17 minutes. "L'amour est une fleur fragile"
Thursday, October 02, 2014
Sunday, August 17, 2014
Tuesday, July 15, 2014
Friday, May 23, 2014
Wednesday, May 14, 2014
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